to be calm ...

Even when I know you are there for me, I can't stop worrying about you, I can't stop thinking of you, I can't control my mind, I can't stop sobbing, I can't control my heartbeat ... I can't ... nowadays... the only thing I want is to be calm... and to be calm.

*As I've always heard, the thought of losing something is thousand times worse than losing it.

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